My friend shook her head. "You? Are losing it. But in a nice way."
Two years ago? I'd never eaten a parsnip. Now I feel cheated for every parsnip-denied opportunity. Parsnips are delicious.
Two weeks ago, I'd never cooked or eaten fennel. I could pick it out of a crowd -- like a friend of a friend that you sort of know -- but had never invited it over.
Two DAYS ago, I'd never cooked or eaten spaghetti squash.
Now I'm looking for things -- savory, glorious things -- to try. Because the old Yellie, the pre-lifestyle change Yellie? She didn't always like to venture out of her carefully constructed comfort zone. There were really good reasons for that, so I don't fault myself at all for wanting to sit in a space where I felt safe. That was necessary and important.
But not always super healthy in any way.
So when I got a little shove, a little encouragement to do it differently, to be different?
I decided to go with it.
It's not about quinoa or squash. Or, at any rate, it's not merely about those things. It didn't start with a medical mandate either. It started in the spring when a moment came where I could leap without a safety net and take a chance on changing my life or I could safely remain alone.
I made a choice. I decided to try. It's a decision that makes me stupidly happy every day.
There are all kinds of lifestyle changes. There are all sorts of ways to take control of your life and to hold on to adventure and exploration and joy.
The quickest way to change your life is to embrace the possibilities that it holds.
"The market had this really lovely selection of beets," I said. "Purple red and with the greens attached? I can't wait to cook them!"
"You've never cooked beets," she said.
"Nope! But I know I like beets, and I know that it doesn't hurt to try."
"You're really into this lifestyle thing," she said.
"Well. Yeah? Because life is the point!"
Life IS the point.
Living well, and getting excited about it is the point. If you can't get excited about your life, if it doesn't make you happy? Change it.
You can start with something big, like love.
Or you can start with something small, like cooking a pile of beets.
But you have to start.